A Rant: New Year, Same old me?
Happy New Year, my loves! 🥂 It’s been what, a whole year? Way too long to be away from something one claims to love, I know. I do not even want to insult this sacred space with a lame excuse. I am here and that is all I will say. Mini Life Update: I am now 23years of age. Were you expecting more? Are you disappointed? Well, join the club dear reader. I’m the president. See, I have spent the past 5years making plans, adjusting to life on this impossible planet, writing vision boards, starting things and honestly…not finishing them. Today, in January 2022 ( 7years after High School ) I sit at my desk, writing. In my head, I see all the plans I have made, the changes I told myself I would enforce and never did. I see the half-used and abandoned maps of quests I’ve embarked on to become a better person and quit. I see them and I recognize clearly, my own inability to fulfil my own promises to myself. And no, this is not me being unnecessari...